into kippy's brain

 i woke up and got on tumblr cus who doesnt, and i was going through one of jared padalecki's tags because i was bored. eventually, i scroll far enough to find an anti-jarpad post about racism and things and i was very taken aback. i just woke up and wanted to ghost through tumblr, but this has caught my attention. the post was basically a meme of someone crying and the caption said "racist people when you tell them texas pride is racist." the tags followed with anti-jared and anti-jensen and things related as well as "this about jared stans btw." obviously, i was very very confused because i didn't know what he did, so i'll run down everything i found out that may/may not be true. i was very stressed out and didn't know what to do, so i didn't check many places for the actual facts of it. even then, it's still in the air about if they're an issue or not.

 

> "jared doxxed several people on twitter with faces and place of work and each time it led to death threats, and legitimate dangers to the place of work and people involved. many times he never apologized, but simply deleted the tweets" -reddit, u/AvatarDang
> "he made fun of philip seymour hoffman's death, calling him stupid and selfish for overdosing. many people find that hypocritical behavior considering his public work in mental health"
> "he was arrested for drunkenly assaulting someone at a bar" i knew about that one a day prior to reading that on reddit
> "he took to social media and publicly called robbie tompson (a past writer for supernatural) a coward for being involved with jensen's show "the winchesters" as well as making it public known he was told not to. he said he was drunk when he said that and talked to jensen before taking it to twitter."
> "he got a second amendment tattoo weeks/days after a shooting in uvalde in 2021. people found it through convention images before and after the shooting. the actual image of the tattoo has been used as a "texas pride"/"come and take it" rhetoric in relation to guns with questionable histories surrounding anti-mexican history, but it's assumed he probably did not get it for that reason."
> "there are plenty of places including ONTD on livejournal that includes a lot of awful stuff about him. not only that, but you will get some eye opening non-fandom based opinons on him that dont feel like you're in an echo chamber" -reddit, u/highd
> i feel like it's worth mentioning that there was also a poll that asked why people think jared didn't show up to geeks for harris, and the options were:
-he was excluded because jensen wanted to stay away from him, as usual
-he was excluded by kripke after jared's cringe pr to get a role in the boys
-he's disliked by the spn cast
-he's disliked by the boys cast
-he's disliked by both show's casts
-he's pro-trump
> in short, the pro-trump option won the poll (tumblr, u/whengeorgiawentblue)
> other posts say similar things, like a post from u/hyped02 on tumblr
> "i gotta say it's great seeing the jared fans melting down at their guy being exposed as a trump loving maga. i mean pretty much everyone always knew he was an asshole and a scumbag of a human but not we have confirmation and she few fans he has left can't handle it. it's a joy to see jared destroying himself he's basically kissing whatever hope he had for anymore of an acting career goodbye. hollywood hates trump and anyone who supports him gets on the blacklist to never be hired again. though i think jared knew his career was over already cause he can't act for shit and the only friends he could force into hiring were his "friends." i'm loving jared's destruction keep going i'll grab the popcorn"
>jared padalecki is either intentionally or unintentionally homophobic. constantly speaking over jensen and misha regarding destiel and their characters and character dynamic is completely out of step. him saying supernatural was never about 'gay sex' is correct because it wasn't/ but he says it in a way that undermines destiel and queer viewers.
> there's also this account on tumblr i just found centric to receipts of things that happened at u/jarjarpadapoo

some other not-jared stuff VV

>misha supports israel, but isn't anti palestine. when talking about it on social media, he never describes the situation as a genocide or use other words similarly. his constant claims that he's neutral but wants a ceasefire don't mean much to op. some people in the comments said that he was sympathizing with jewish people who are blamed for things like this, but i care not to find the post to decode it
> danneel ackles is rude to jensen's fans
> bibros drama setting up things to harass and hurt people
> what is even bibros is it wincest
> frown

idk i'm really stressed out about it, i don't necessarily know what's real or not about it, and i have to leave in a minute for my friend's party.
i might still be into supernatural, but only really lean towards jensen and mish...

What's going on? vvv

This weekend, my family and I went to Atlanta for the weekend for a small family reunion. We've already had, like, 3 this (school) year and it's just a small thing with a lot of people for a few hours for Lunar New Year. Right now, I'm waiting with my brother for my parents to get back because we're about to go eat brunch. They said they'll be back in about 10-ish minutes so that we're out of here by 10:00. We haven't been to Atlanta in a while, and it's a little refreshing coming back and not having to stay the night at someone's spare guest room of which I don't even know the name of. I was originally pissed that the trip was all this weekend, and I would come back before school opened up because I would be tired, but school's gonna be out until Tuesday due to sickness. I have an essay in English that I haven't written yet and was due last week, but I might just use AI on it since I wasn't there the day we did it.

Thoughts? vvv

I'm starting to really like older forms of media, like the retro-ish vibe of the early 2000's. I think I just have a problem with thinking I literally am Sam Winchester, and with that, liking y2k and having a Dell computer and shaggy hair and an odd family dynamic minus a caring and mostly normal brother. It just feels nicer in a way to interact with such simple ways compared to Instagram or TikTok that have far too many issues. It's a nice change of pace when everything isn't so overwhelming. I don't even have to worry about being popular or famous because it really doesn't matter. I probably won't be, so I don't even care. Of course, I watch what I say and make sure it's nothing TMI or sensitive information, but I don't have to worry about things I normally would. Maybe this is just my way of infiltrating my unhealthy escapism into my life and pretending I am in Supernatural or some shit, but there's no consequences as far as I can see. I'm just having fun, and if I also correlate it with SPN, so be it.